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February 11, 2008 
don’t wanna fall asleep….(apologies to Aerosmith - if they could hear me singing, that is…)
i’m not so much having trouble sleeping lately as just having trouble going to bed.
near midnight again, i’m tired, but i just don’t wanna. last night i caught up on 4 tivo’d tv episodes. 4. no reason. they’ve been recorded since june and i had to watch them all last night.
got more bad news today - my cousin’s tumor looks worse than they originally thought. 8 hour + surgery coming up on thursday. his parents are, obviously, a wreck. i’m so sad for him but not giving up hope. i figure let’s get through the surgery and recovery and go from there. of course, i’m not his mom, so i can think things like that. i’m planning on going to the hospital to at least lend some support. bring coffee. be a distraction. something.
have i mentioned recently that i’m not so crazy about this year so far??
