If you know me at all, it’s no secret that I worry about what people think of me. Wait, maybe it is a secret…I talk big, but when it comes down to it, I’ve always been concerned with the thoughts of others. Which in general, means that I’ve given people too much…what? Credit? (I just lost my train of thought catching up on tweets, hehe). Anyway, gave myself too much credit, maybe. I mean, WHY the heck would most people give a crap about me or how I look??
But recently? Even though I am the heaviest I’ve ever been? I don’t really give a shit so much. I mean, yeah, I’m overweight, but I don’t dress like I’m a size 4 or anything. I don’t wear revealing clothing; if my clothes cling too much, I’m totally uncomfortable, so I wear clothes that fit, but not that fit snugly. And I admit, I look at overweight women who wear those revealing outfits, those outfits that are so snug I wonder how they can breathe, and I think not why do they do that? but, wow, the confidence that person has!
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Jun 23 2009
